Tuesday, September 12, 2017

frustrated and disgusted

I ended up being frustrated and disgusted tonight. I had hoped to see myself on film but it was not to be. I drove around for an hour and couldn't find the studio, so I went home. I hadn't been this hard on myself for a while, I was pounding the steering wheel of my car. whenever I go there again, somebody will have to drive me there as I hate the feeling of being lost. I even left my radio silent on the drive home as I didn't want any music later reminding me of this night of failure. also a good thing that I wasn't listening to a particular song, 'too far down' by husker du.
   it was a busy day at work, still largely on my own with the payoff report, did not get to any new titles.

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